Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Moving!

Changes-
 
I have not had my nose out of a book long enough to eat lately much less blog and I just started book number 9 in 3 weeks. I love books:) man I wish I had the yellow hardback Nancy Drew set!!! I would kill for it, well not literally, but you know what I mean:) one day . . . I'll get it!
 
 
anyway, the past week has been CrAzY, lots of changes going on - this biggest one is IM MOVING Thursday! woohoo! I am so excited to have my own space again and all of my things out of storage! I wasn't planning on moving until towards the end of the year because Preston wont be in town really till November ( he is home pretty much all the time Nov - March but right now he is gone for 4-6 weeks then home for a week or so) and I didn't want to be out on my own because im a big chicken:) but some things have happened recently and I'm not going to go into detail but Preston and I are moving out and my sister Bo is going to be my roomie again! Preston is gone a lot as you know so it will be just us girls mostly :) I love my sister and it will be fun to live with her again ( we were roomies at mama & daddy's for years) she can decorate the apt all cute and I'll fatten her up with my cooking lol. thankfully this place has a 24/7 gym! I see her dragging us there a lot in the future:) and a pool! so I'm just ready to get moved and settled and chill out! day and a half to go! the thing I HATE about moving .... having to stock a pantry again from scratch and buying all the cleaning supplies and stuff. hate hate hate it.   you know ill be taking pictures and get them up soon after we are moved! thank you, Jesus, for all my brothers and cousins and sisters who will have Bo & I moved quickly and I just supervise so nothing gets broken! :) haha.
 
 
Work has been nuts . . . its official now ( even though we have seen it coming for a couple of months) the Dr. i work for is leaving and going to the Dallas area, his last day is supposed to be Aug. 31st but he is out the last week in July (for yet another vacation, he has been off A LOT lately and now we now why . . .job hunting) and he has called in Monday & Tuesday this week!!! uhg. i am so sick of rescheduling Patients! so we think he may just not come back after his vacation* at the end of the month. which is fine, I'd rather him go then keep doing all this calling in and making us move people only to have to move them again and again when he takes days off.
We still have our PA and will get a new Dr. soon too. just not sure who yet. so work is a little stressful right now, gives me a headache almost daily. . . I just keep saying *im off Thursday & Friday, Thursday & Friday!* over and over.
 
so there is my last few weeks in a nutshell :) I'll post pictures on FB and here soon! the Apt. is so cute! and i'll live in walking distance to my aunt LuLu and she has muscadines or Scupadines? whatever in her backyard that will be ready soon . . . yummy :)
 
Jwf

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Warning!!! --> Spiritual Post

I'm feeling a little deep today, I have so much on my mind with my life and things that someone close to me has shared about theirs and I'm praying that he gives me the right words to say to this person, I'm 24 yrs old and I dont feel very wise when it comes to being a spiritual counselor but yet I find that God has constantly placed these situations in my life where i am needed as one. He must know that I am strong enough to take the burdens of others, even when i feel as though I'm not the best to do so, He has always had more faith in me than i have myself. I really needed to hear some encouragement this morning and wasn't sure where to find it today, I took my bible and blindly opened it to a random section and counted to 3 as my finger slid down the passages on the page, once i got to 3 i stopped moving and this was the verse I had landed on. i know that's a very unconventional way of reading the bible and probably shouldn't count on that all the time but today the verse i stopped on was just what i needed to hear.

"Know therefore that the LORD your God, He is God,

the faithful God, who keeps His covenant and

His loving kindness to a thousandth generation with

those who love Him and keep His commandments;"

Deuteronomy 7:9 (NASB)





this verse also reminds me of this song i heard last week that stopped me in my tracks. its called *Blessing* by Laura Story. If you haven't heard it then you must! I'll add the youtube video to this post. It made me think "how many blessings do we pass up just because something feels different or is unfamiliar to us? " this song was the special music in church Sunday and I'm not really one who believes in coincidences and I think that everything happens for a reason and I almost didn't go to church that morning because i kept getting knocked back. the 1st thing was i over slept and almost just stayed home but I just felt i needed to be there and so i hurried to get dressed anyway, then i spilled makeup on my skirt just as i was about to leave and almost gave up then and just said forget it. but i hurried to find something else to wear. i made it to church 2 minuted before it started. I think the devil was trying to keep me home .... but he lost :) anyway my point was - i needed to hear those words that day and the message and I'm so glad i didn't give in and stay home!


read some these lyrics from this song -



"We pray for wisdom

Your voice to hear

And we cry in anger when we cannot feel You near

We doubt Your goodness, we doubt Your love

As if every promise from Your Word is not enough

All the while, You hear each desperate plea

And long that we'd have faith to believe



Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops

What if Your healing comes through tears

What if a thousand sleepless nights

Are what it takes to know You’re near

And what if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise
What if my greatest disappointments
Or the achings of this life

Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can’t satisfy"

 


this song brings me to my knees and that part about trials in our lives being his mercies in disguise, I had never considered that trials in our lives could be anything more than that - I trial, a hard time, heartache & pain. when you go through those emotions its so hard to see the picture that is bigger than any of us. and I'm learning that those trials and how you handle them, shape you into who you are. they can break you or make you, and i will not be broken ... God is our rock, unmovable and during trials you are to take comfort in knowing that.


this post was a little random . . . sometimes i have a hard time sorting out all the things racing around in my head, ever feel that way?
take a minute and close your eyes and really listen to the words of this song ...... I hope it blesses you the way it has me ....

JwF




Thursday, June 23, 2011

I'm still alive!

man I haven't been on here in a looooooooooong time!

and I have actually had stuff going on in my life the past few weeks to blog about! but i guess that's why I haven't though because I been kept pretty busy! in the last month ( wow yes a month) - I had a rangers game with my work crew that was so much fun, concrete was poured at mama & daddy's house site! thank you Jesus!! Kaitlyn was down from Dallas several time to visit! and Preston was home for a week! so all in all the past month has really been good! oh and i paid OFF two bills this month. very proud of that! i blinked and its the end of June! how sad that the year is going by so fast. and im not going to lie im a little  freaked out about turning 25 this year! i dont feel 25 ... not that its *old* but i dont feel it just the same. when i was younger i totally thought i'd have a couple of babies by now haha, i must have really given God a few good laughs when i would tell him my plans:) His & Mine do not seem to match up but i know His plan is better!

the week Preston was home ( which was 2 weeks ago now) is a blur, we had something to do just about every night so there wasn't a lot of down time but thats ok he had a good *visit* home :) my boss let me have 2 half days off and a full day off so im glad i got to have some time off work to spend with him. He will be home in about 2 weeks again :) and this time he is here for 2 whole weeks! and we have a trip planned around July 22nd to galveston! woohoo! not as cool as our vacation last year to Mexico but ill take it:) we are taking cousin Kaitlyn with us and sister Emily. We plan to go down there early Friday morning and stay till Sunday and then drive home that afternoon ( Preston will have to leave that Monday ) not sure exactly what we will all get in to down there but i think Schlitterbahn is in the cards and the beach of course! ( even if it is a brown muddy beach lol ) i'm ready for it!


This Saturday is the first annual Juvenile Diabetes Walk ( in tyler area, they have them all over the country though, we have been to the one in Dallas a couple of times) We are walking for Daddy & Christopher - our team grew to about 27 people!! woot woot! and we had shirts made for the event that are so cute! Kimberly gave Chris the nick name of Bete years ago when he was diagnosed and so we did all black shirts with colored letters and on Chris' shirt it says Bete and then on all of our girls shirts it says Bete's babes and on the boys Bete's Bro's and then my 3 nephews have shirts that say Bete's lil' buds. we are so cool lol. cant wait! we will take a lot of pictures i'm sure and i hope we get a good group shot! then that afternoon Laura & Emily and I are driving to Dallas to go to the huge outdoor Celebrate Freedom Concert ( Christian concert) I cant wait because Chris Tomlin is going to be performing!!! and i looooooove him!


I have been house sitting since last Friday - my Kiddos and their parents went to the beach for a week and im watching Cleo & Jack Jack. I miss the kids though! weird being here without them :) cant wait till they come home so i can hug on Jenna & Julia! but ya know its not bad having the big house and pool to myself! after work i can go and ReLaX !! i have read 3 books this week and on the 4th right now ... ahhh. love it. I was such a bookworm when i was younger i loved Nancy Drew and read that whole series several times, but those books only had a little over 100 pages so i could read several day. my summers were spend reading all day :) wish i still had all those books :( not sure what happened to all of them but one day i would like to have them all again! The series im reading this week is by christian author Dee Henderson, *The O'Malley Series" love it. its a series of 6 books about 7 people who all grew up together in a house for orphans and when they got older they became their own family, changed their name and so on. Each one has a fascinating career - US Marshall, Negotiator, Forensic Pathologist, Fire Fighter, Paramedic & Crisis Counselor. I have read this series i believe 7 times, first time i read them i was like 15 years old. i Finally bought the series about 3 or 4 years ago so i could stop using the ones from the church library all the time. so anyway if you ever need a book to read .... try these. you wont be disappointed!


So thats kinda what i have been up to. i plan on keeping up better in July i'm just not sure where the time went this month it was gone in a flash!  Ill be sure to post some pictures from this weekend!!

JwF

Sunday, May 22, 2011

4wheelin'



this past week at work was rather stressful and i do not expect this week to be any less :-/ so i decided to have a nice quiet weekend relaxing  - starting with Saturday - my plan was to sleep in late, lay in bed pretty much the entire day finishing up the Xfiles series and catching up on tv shows i had missed during the week and then end the day with Dinner with one of my friends who i have really been wanting to catch up with. sounds nice right?  well what actually happened was - i was wide awake at 6:30 so i went ahead and started the last disc of xfiles, and right as the VERY LAST episode started - BAM! tree knocked our power out! uhg - seriously? just great. so i was faced with boredom ... then i see my brother Chris and our friend Ronnie  on the 4wheelers and thought ... hmmmm lets go for a ride through the woods down to I-20! the guys go riding all the time and i never do so i get into my tall black rain/mud boots and off we go! Emily (sister) came along too, we were out riding for 2 hours! there are some scary paths out in the woods and steep hills we went up and down, obviously i have A LOT of trust in my brother and he is a great driver! :) it was so much fun and we got totally muddy but thank you, Jesus, when we got back to the house late afternoon the power was back on so we could shower! and i got to finish my series:)  and i also still got to meet up with my girlfriend for dinner and we ended up being at Posado's for 2 1/2 hours chatting it up! and then i went back to her house for another hour or so. good times and so glad we got to catch up! 










all the excitement from saturday wore me out and i slept till about 9 on sunday, oops! but my little body needed it i suppose. i recorded the xfiles movie saturday night so when i did finally get up and move around sunday i went to mom and dads to do my laundry and i watched the movie, it came out 3 years ago, almost 7 years after the series ended and i saw it in theaters back then and i never sit till the end of credits on movies and i so wish i had back then because today i was just letting credits roll and i saw that there was an extra scene! i was so mad i missed this lol. they did have their happily ever after ending and i never knew. im such a sucker for happy endings and i was obsessed with this show and their story and it really made me feel all warm and fuzzy to see it end that way. still wish they would keep doing movies every few years though, oh well - i have the whole series and the movies so ill just watch it all again every year, its like a good book you can read a hundred times over. ahh :) anyway then i took the 4wheeler down to the house site and helped daddy fill in the holes that they made to lay the plumbing pipes in, so that the truck with the concrete can drive all around the house when they come. and man was it hot! shoveling is not an easy job. by the time i got back to the house Chris, Ronnie & Emily were home from church & lunch and we all went riding again. this time i took my earbuds and had my itunes playing jams the whole time, nothing better for relaxing than riding through the "jungle" and listening to good music :) oh how i love country life, today made me really lean towards building my house at here in the woods close to mom and dads house site. i just love being by my family and doing things like this together. after that ride and working outside with dad i was worn out! took a shower because i was covered in mud from the thighs down again and chilled out with everyone at the house eating a super yummy watermelon! could this be any better? before it got too dark we went down to plant moms two new Maple trees that she got, she is going to get a few more they will all line the new driveway, they turn this beautiful red & pink in the fall! I had a great weekend at home with my family and kept busy and it kept me from focusing on the fact that i miss my husband terribly and 7 weeks is still a long time ....
loneliness is a horrible thing, i would give anything to spend an hour with him right now, i have my good days and i have my bad... friday was a bad day and i just wanted my husband. this week will be so nuts that ill be too busy to be down about it, I just have to be positive and say ONLY 7 more weeks then he will be home for 3 weeks!! ::that is hard to be!::  say a prayer for us, its always the hardest in the middle of his away time.




Hope everyone has a great week and as drama free as it can be! I for one am dreading this week, but this weekend will be awesome!! 2 Ranger games :) ssswwweeeeeeettttt :D


its about to storm here, i have been watching the lightening for a while now and i think i'm going to let the sound of the rain put me to sleep! good night!


JwF

Monday, May 16, 2011

working hard or hardly working?



Hmm ... where did last week go? 


I worked Monday -Wednesday and then i spent Wednesday night - Sunday night with these two monkeys
love them :)

their mama and daddy went to Las Vegas for a few days and i was happy to love on these babies!
big brother jacob stayed with a friend so i had lots of girl time and fixing their hair twice a day and wardrobe changes :) these kids have a better wardrobe than i do! they were perfect angel babies of course:) i have another weekend planned with them in a couple of weeks! that was my excitement for the month. 


this guy below ... I sure have been missing him :(       only 7 1/2 more weeks till he comes home! and then he will be here for i think 3 weeks and then out again till the first of Nov. probably. this is definitely the most time i have been alone in my life lol. but believe it or not you do adjust to all the time apart. not that its fun or anything but it did get better. and knowing that he is happy with this job makes it easier. when he comes home in july we hope to take a 3 day weekend trip to Galveston, not as cool as last years vacation to Cozumel but ill take it :)



This week i'm hoping passes quickly, im anxious for saturday when we pour concrete at mama and daddy's house site. its going to be fun:) daddy says i get to rake it smooth ... or i could just supervise and take pictures. he has threatened us NOT to write our name anywhere ... im so doing it somewhere. and my brother in law seth will be in houston that day doing the Iron Man competition! wish i could be two places at once! that would be so cool to see, if you dont know exactly what that is google it. he is crazy.

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I have been thinking a lot lately about what we (I) want to do when its time to finally move out on our own again ( which hopefully will be within the next 3-5 months) and i can't decide on -House, Apartment or Building one on dads land maybe. i did find a house several months ago at Pratt that i fell in love with thats affordable and seriously gorgeous inside. and i know if we tried to buy a house in town that im going to be so picky because i dont want a house thats just old and outdated inside and needs lots of work ... and im not buying an expensive one that empties my wallet every month just to have it. and i'd rather not go back to an apartment and and waste that money in rent but then again the apartment is the simplest thing to do for now maybe. buying a house would be so scary!  ahh! see? stressful. what to do what to do..... I shall continue to ponder these thoughts...

Hope everyone has a great week! spend time with the ones you love!

JwF

Friday, May 6, 2011

Happy Mother's Day to my 3 Moms

HaPpY MoThEr'S DaY!!
to my 3 mama's that I love :)


      Yep thats me! baby #5 wasn't i Cute :)


    Mom and all her girls :) i love old pictures . . . what was up with my hair? haha


                      Happy Mothers day Mom!

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My Red Headed Mama:)


      Michelle hasn't changed at all lol. I was so little :)


           Christmas 2010 - Happy Mothers Day *Ant* Michelle

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My Wonderful Mother In Law LeaAnn


          My wedding shower in 2009 :)

Its hard to get a picture with her so all i have are old ones on my computer! 

April 2011
Happy Mothers Day LeaAnn!!!!


I am who i am because of these women! yep, thats right - ITS ALL YOUR FAULT :)
I'm totally blaming my attitude on Michelle haha!!  :D
I Love You all!

JwF

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Pictures!! :D


Sunday we had our pictures done by Jordan @
 AmericanClassic Photogrpahy (FB) 
I think they came out great! very pleased with them. 
we haven't had any done in 2 years! 




i love this picture, i have learned to love my one dimple! i blew this one up to 8x10 and put it in 
daddy's office haha! he will find it monday morning




        the rose garden was beautiful! everything was blooming and so bright and colorful!


 i love this black and white one :) looks like we love each other! haha


 my husband is so silly!


 i look like a little kid in this picture! lol


 we get a lot of blooper photos during shoots


 sweetness :)


almost a flasher here!  


 this is the real us lol


 oh yeah this one too ....


 love this pose!




WARNING:
one of the following 4 pictures was NOT put on FB because 
its a little much but it was really funny and since not a lot 
of people know about this blog anyway then i think 
its safe to put it on here!   :)








               1: i knew he was up to something


                                                  2: wait for it .....


                    3: yep ... thats a little inappropriate lol


4: had to hold his hands down the rest of the time for this pose


               love love love this shot!!


                       i never realize just how little i am until i see us in pictures


         i see my sisters in this picture



look! a normal one of preston!!


 ahh .... there he is 


so there you go, we had so many done its hard to pick a favorite! I cant wait for the fall to do another shoot!

JwF

Monday, April 25, 2011

RaNgErS!!!


Saturday i went to my first rangers game of the season :) woohoo!

getting ready to leave tyler ;)


 before the game we hung out with cousin kaitlyn and went to Ikea and the mall;)


   ahhh!! yes i rode the carousel! so much fun.


                                                            at the stadium!


                                          packed house! over 45,500 people.


        my husband looks drugged :) what a fun night!

cant wait to buy tickets for May :) game every month? i think so!
I love making memories at the ranger games:)

JwF

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Ladies Night Out!


Yesterday was Ladies Night Out in big ol' Tyler Tx! and i went just to meet the Kidd Kraddick in the morning cast! (Kidd wasn't there, sick) it was so much fun! i have listened to their show since i was like 12-13 years old. love them! and it was so exciting to get our photos done with them!

Kellie, J-Si, ME, Big Al & Jenna


Kellie is my favorite :) 


My boss caught one of the shirts they threw out into the crowd! and gave it to me :)



                                               My date Laura :) we had a blast!


Stay tuned for my adventures saturday!

JwF

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Here Am I .. All of me... Take my Life ... It's all for thee




if you know me, you know im a little in love with Chris Tomlin ( i have his guitar pick!!) and as i'm laying here, wide awake at one in the morning i search youtube for music, and i came across this one from Tomlin, i have heard it live with him one time and it is such an amazingly powerful song, one of those that really brings you to your knees. the last minute and a half of the song is just the crowd and i close my eyes and listen with my headset as loud as it will go and all of the sudden you are there, in the middle of that crowd, praising Jesus. This song makes my heart beat fast, shed a few tears and really feel God's presence with me.
 I Listen to it over and over and have the same feeling every time. there is no other greater love, than the love of Christ Jesus. The routine of life often gets in the way and distracts you from Him,
 this song brings me to where i need to be, 
and releases the pressure thats been weighing heavily on my heart. 



this second song Pastor Mark used to do with us on Wednesday night church ( hello, also Tomlin) it's also one of my most favorite songs! and once again i just love the live versions, I actually know how to sing this song in the African Language of Setswana. seriously :) its on this version too so you can sing in Setswana too! this brings me back to being 14-16 and all the great times in the youth! Pastor Mark really helped to molded me into the person i am today. I miss their family like crazy! cant believe they have been gone for 2 years now. still makes me sad! 
so give each song a listen, close your eyes and get into this worship time.
He's waiting .....


O boitshepo, boitshepo
O boitshepo, boitshepo
O boitshepo, boitshepo
O kwana



JwF






Saturday, April 2, 2011

Summer time has come!


Summer time has come and i love it! today i finally got my nephews and my sister emily and i took them to the zoo. i haven't been to the zoo in ...... well lets just say a long time, like before you had to pay to get in lol. it was a lot of fun but man i dont remember so many hills that you had to walk up! im definitely worn out! i think the boys had fun too :) 

yummy snowcones!

poor emily got to share a slobbery banana one with braylan

he LOVED the Giraffe's wouldn't take his eyes off of them

goofy boy

I'm so taking a nap this afternoon. it was so nice to do something outside today and 
not waste the day being in side. 

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In other news .... Preston put in his two weeks notice at the first of the week and I'm a little nervous about it but its the right thing for us. He has 2-3 jobs lined up ( around the Longview area) for when he comes home in a few weeks to choose from and get off the road all the time. He has been doing this over the road thing for about 4 months now almost so that's roughly 116 days and out of those 116 days we have been APART for 99 of them. that's not ok. the time he is gone is definitely not worth the money that's brought home so he has been looking for a little while for something more local that would keep him home most every night which will be great. We are not made for being apart all the time, guess that's why a lot of the truckers are single! So in mid April we will be starting a new chapter and i pray this one works out a lot better than the last. so maybe if you think about it you could put in a good word with the Man also :)  


JwF
 

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Lazy Sunday ....



I started off my Sunday morning with a migraine at 2am .... so nice. I stayed in bed the whole morning with the covers over my head to keep out the evil sunlight, i didn't get rid of it till around 11. I got up to get something to eat and then i decided to just stay in bed all day, i ate, napped, and watched Xfiles ( i'm almost to season 3!) i finally drug myself out of bed around 7:30 to come do laundry and eat dinner and watch army wives .... omg its so sad tonight i have cried this whole episode!! uhg. Someone on the show died, one of the Army Wives son. It's so sad i cant even concentrate on writing this blog. I mean really when you cry off and on for an hour and then the last minute of the show just really killed me when momma is saying goodbye to her baby and they have to play a sad song and show everyone walking away from his casket in the cemetery and its just awful! really depressed now lol. This season is going to be intense! this is already the middle of the season so i cant wait to see what else happens! My problem is with shows is that i get so attached and i forget that its not real 




last week was pretty uneventful, i did get to see preston though! his truck was being worked on in Dallas so he got to come home one night. He wont be home for his normal time (4-5 days) for another 2 1/2 weeks and i have really been missing him this weekend.... saturday it was a beautiful sunny day and i spent it alone and just wanted my husband to share it with! and then today, like i said, i stayed in bed all day and wished he was here to take care of me. I'm hoping we are going to have something good happen in the job dept. that will keep him home but i dont want to talk about that until something really happens. just say a prayer it all works out. Well its late and i need to get to bed so i'm ready to take on monday! i wish i had another day, or two, to lay in bed. next time i'll have my snuggle buddy with me! :) hope everyone has a great week!




JwF

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

white cheddar popcorn ....



Gee where has the time gone. I turn around and its been weeks since i have been on here, its good that time goes by quickly so it doesn't really feel like Preston has really been gone for over a month at a time. he is scheduled to be back in town again April 13-17 and we are supposed to get our pictures made that weekend :) we haven't had any done since our wedding and its time for some new ones! He has lost 20+ pounds so far this year so i told him its a good time for pictures because you're getting all slim and trim!  :D so of course i have bought two new outfits for us for the pictures, any excuse to buy clothes is a good one! wearing scrubs all the time i dont really have a lot of dressy things now and i need to update my wardrobe anyway so i have two cute outfits and new shoes to match each! ah .... that makes me happy. This summer we are going to try and make it to at least ONE Rangers game, hopefully we can work his home schedule in May around a game. we love going to the games! and I'm ready to break out my #32 Hamilton T-Shirt! and since we wont have a real vacation time this year im hoping we can do a weekend in Galvestonsometime this summer when he is home for his 5 days. that's better than nothing! and I'm hoping to drag cousin kaitlyn along with us :) I know we will have a blast. kaitlyn .. i love you :)
 
 
this past weekend we had Shelia's baby shower and baby Sierra got some super cute clothes! Shelia, save them for me! lol. cannot wait for June so i can hold that sweet new baby girl! maybe i can even get in a rocking or two . . . there is nothing like the smell of a new baby :) I'm just so excited! 2 1/2 month to go!
 
 
Emily and I have been going jogging/walking just about every day and I pretty much stopped drinking cokes last month too, i have had about 4 total in the past 5 weeks. which is great because i was doing 1-3 a day! and . . . once my candy stash at work ran dry i didn't refill it ... that was hard. i have replaced it with those new Quakers Rice chips things . . .blueberry is yummy it taste likeblueberry muffins. and a few other healthier snacks. and so I'm really trying to be healthier and get back in shape. I have also really cut back on my salt intake ...i love me some salt! so far so good! one thing i can't let go of is that popcorn in the black bag from the gas station that is white cheddar flavor ... oh its only about 350 calories a bag! and when you eat it in one sitting its not ok lol so i have tired to do just half at a time and its usually right after work before i go work out so i feel like im working it off a little :) So anyway I'm finally getting around to my new years resolution and working out, yes i know im only 102 pounds soaking wet but little short people have flabby stuff too and I'm tired of my muffin top and my stomach so I'm getting rid of it! I'm not going to lie ... one of my biggest fears is getting fat, and being just under 5'2 and eating whatever i want, whenever i want is going to catch up in a bad way one day so I think its time to try and change some of that now. . . boy just think when i get pregnant THAT will not be pretty.
 
 
well there is my life this week in a nutshell . . . work has been ok and i guess i can't complain right now :) its only Tuesday but this week has been good so lets hope the rest of it is also!!
 
JwF